Bugs of Impairment

Novice of mature interactions
Fallen into jealousy and delusion

Revenge bubbles under my skin
Upsetting the very fragments of foundations

Willing to destroy every laid brick
To remove the corruption within

Destruction to everything that is
Bringing life anew sans deception

No shadows of your BS to linger in my wake
Erase memories of agitation effectively

Time has been wasted on offerings of peace
Words spew from your being of must and corrosion

Irritations that will no longer be tolerated
Wrath is in the clouds above you

Air blows up your skirt, thinking you deserve an introduction
There will be nothing here before there will be you

- MDM Original

Social Butter-Lies

Nothing is ever innocent anymore
Everyone comes with expectations premeditated
Failures at creating the life hoped for

Assuming plans will work
Falling back into petty behavior
Relationships merely for exploitation

Nothing is treated as sacred anymore
Tokens loosing their value by the second
Everything is tainted, from the soil to the air

So much that we use is toxic to our being
So often do we ignore warnings coming from all sides
So what? Plays so heavy that the track now skips

Sex always on the mind, ready to jump into a good time
But who will cater to that wandering soul
No moments respected to restore what is inside

Chakras misaligned, going off balance each time inner peace is neglected
Ancestors rejected in each step placed on this earth
Winds blow past earlobes all ancient blessings lost in mountain tops

Poison filled storylines infect future realities
Confused about standards of perfection ignorant to internal ascension
Pictures and postings are all you have

Expressing a life of wishful thinking rebuking the reward of effort
Complaints run through news feeds much like a toddlers snot filled nose
Envy dangerously ensue, hatred infused, stomach in knots from the truth

- MDM Original

True Regrets

Social exchanges lead to conversations,
switching numbers and entertaining foreign sights
Hypnotized from the gleam of those beaming lights, possibilities endless
Risk is in position, steady wondering if you are going to accept the offer

Seconds of laughter disguise the anguish, same type of broken dreams
Once upon a time, it was normal to try and fix it
Instead look past the dance of disappointment desire the distraction
Excuses to not maintain the will of your purpose

Lies for some reason seem to always surface
Never heavy enough to remain in the weight class
Confidence crashes because it was false to begin with
There was dishonesty with the introduction

Starting enchanted by the enticing smell of corruption
Seemingly slow, then the moments they roll into a mound, huge
Noticing the focus somehow goes only one way
Equity was never a thought in our back and fourth

As long as you were benefiting the suffering fell on me
Turning simple miscommunications to personal attacks, how cheap
Attempting to threaten what you know not
Petty behavior is your savior, running you into a whole

Dig yourself deeper, malicious you whisper
Expecting that I may fall, wasting what's most precious
Throwing all created wonders away, as if to cause strain
No one but yourself will be praying for remakes of history

- MDM Original