Life Changes

So caught up in making it through

Forgot about being in truth

Ooo, hit ever so suddenly

Removed vices
Desperate to reach enlightenment

Suffering alone in a crowded 

Mental ship wreck moments away

Am I brave enough?
Is there faith, enough to lead me off this ship
The storm has only just begun

Loosing trust for my reflection
Why must I bother to look?
Condoning the mirror, just following fools

Glaring at the waves splashing against this vessel

Shown blatant lack of respect
Oh, Ye of little faith

Lessons learned from failure and doubt
Shadows crowd around ready to drain all life
Focus and confidence dwindles

Faulty connections to establish relations

Through screens it all seems fine
Meanwhile the previous posts blowing minds

Not close to what was expected

Rejected with a click of a mouse
Time flies and meaningful ties are brief

Just to the facts, no time for fairy tale trips

No will to accept more than skin
Infatuated by a smile, body type, hype

Boosting an ego is all concern

Using her shine to flourish your pit
Endless the echo of love drifts by

Nerves on fire with every memory
Quitting is never an option
Sacrifices must be made to maintain sanity

Fear will only devour at this time
Manipulate it into nourishment
This is only the beginning

- M.D.M. Original